Syndicatered Hits the Wall

Looks like his estimate of time remaining was a little generous. here we are before October has hit, and he's out of cash.

So on money matters, we exhausted the last of the $ we had from the condo purchase back in December and the rest of the $ from my last paychecks back in March.

Hasn't had a job in six months, and considers cashback at close to be operating expenses. He's everything Casey wishes he were.

If I were to max out my credit cards, I could pull out $15,813.41 with some kickass interest rates of a mere 19.99% on all of them for cash advances. It's really interesting to me to see how much I've grown since I graduated college in the sense that money really used to mess my world up with worrying, stress, and anxiety my entire life because thats what I was taught by my parents. Now that I have set myself on a given path with full understanding and determination to make it a reality whatever the cost I have found myself not stressed, worried or anxious at all because one,I made the decision six months ago to this path and two because change is inevitable in the universe. Without the acceptance of change I am stuck to follow the path of everyone before me who's never given themselves the chance to really do and accomplish what they want in life. So rather than pull the cash from my credit cards I applied for an unsecured loan with Bank of America, one of the banking entities that I have been fucked over by in the past for over $1200. So in my time of need, BOA stepped up 100% off my credit score and gave me a $50,000 personal loan.

Note to self: Short BofA. But damn, I wish I could borrow money at "only" 19.99% interest. I mean, that's practically free! I wish my mortgage were that low.

Work is going. That's all I can really say for it. We are so close to some really big things we have been working on for a while and they should finally start paying off soon. 6 months, no money, and overwhelming sums of it just out of fingertip reach. On the plus I really have internalized what it is that I am a part of and it shows to everyone I talk to on the phone. People absolutely love dealing with our company because myself and two partners always make people laugh and enjoy themselves in an otherwise tense and stressful work capacity.

I love this. We're tantalizingly close to closing 12 trillion dollars in commercial loans. If only we can borrow another $50,000 to burn through in the next six months, I'm sure we'll make $500 million in commissions.

Oh, and they're not laughing with you.